upsetish

yeh i am upset, i wont tell why, thats for only me to know. and yes only me. i'm just getting quite discouraged for many many reasons. yet on the good side, none of the upsetting things are in the school setting, thats good, and i'm thankful for that. but upset as upset i can get all to myself..ok that might not have made sense. but ya. i'm being extremely hard on myself right now. but ON A REALLY GOOD NOTE i got flowers from luke today!!! oh yea! i'm super pumped, not just flowers, but a full spring bouquet of flowers in a large case and with a teddy attached, how more cute could it be..if i find time i'll post a picture..hehe. i cant beleive he actually thought of doing this. its not the typical luke thing to do, i really cant remember the last time he got me flowers...maybe senior year prom? oh do i love him. ya!