uh oh not again!

so what a day. i ended up dislocating my knee, and the pain just is getting worse and worse...ugh. and the ER helped out zilch..no brace, crutches or pain meds. what a hospital. glad they could help. it was really stupid how it happend. i was kickboxing and lost balance and boom, my knee felt..oh i dont even want to explain it..just aweful, makes me cringe. uggh. so i'm sitting here, not being able to move it all while my boyfriend just yelled at me tonight because a guy helped me up at the gym. ok ok, i get what he means, the guy is convicted of rape. dont you think i know that...? and i beleive i can protect myself. i am never alone with him. but it is true he should not be working there. especially working with women. i dont know if i fit in at that gym. i'm not a hard enough pusher to sell programs. not making too much money..but thats all i have to say.