just another manic monday

Ok, new day. It was soo long. just like the weekend. i was so tired the whole day, almost like passed out in dance class. so i skipped the lap swim at 12 and went home to sleep. i had my interview with herbergers today. i'm excited but a little nervous, they have certain days i need to work, and of course those are the days that are most important to me. oh well i need the job and the money so whatever works. i'm kind of bummed, i have no idea what to do for spring break! i want to go, but at the same time, i dont want to miss the opportunity to see luke for the last time. ohwell i guess i will figure it out later. he is coming home the 22nd at about 2:45 in the cities. YEA! i'm so very excited. i miss him like crazy and want to cuddle. right now is a good time for me to focus on my studies, make money and make new friends, which i havent done too much of. i'll need to work on that. try to be less closed off and get out on my own. who knows maybe i'll meet some awesomely crazy people and i dont know...have fun. so i swam a mile and 1/2 today so proud, thats a good workout. burned like over 600 cals. i'm so burning more calories than i'm taking in, but still not really losing weight, grr! i try to remember to take my pills but i always forget and its too late. plus they make me so hungry! that doesnt help at all. anyway, i need to get a life and get off the internet.